I’m sorry that I haven’t been on in years. Your my lil public diary, like a room with wide open doors allowing anyone to walk in, sharing the little things that run through my mind. But there’s something that’s been eating at me. So listen up, I’ve never felt insecure about my body until now. I hate my fatass, it’s hard to fit into anything, it’s an eye catcher for guys, my ass eats up my underwear and gives me the deepest weggies. My thunder thighs, oh dear, they’re capable of clapping! Like WTF! I hate how the touch and rub together. It’s uncomfortable and awkward. I even have to rub deodorant on it to help with the chub rub! My calves are freggin huge you’d think I play soccer but I don’t. I wish i can cross my legs like a lady when I sit down but it doesn’t look right because my calves are over over sized. And most of all I’m fucken short with a thick lower body, but I can’t do much about it and it sucks but I’m sure I’m not a lone there has to be someone out there that can relate. This shit sucks!