I feel like I’m losing you. That’s all I thought about today and it fucken sucks. Though out summer we’d constantly talk about ” making things right and what not”. It’s like I’m giving you my all to be treated like shit. I do so much for you. At first I was so excited to go to school to see you but once I did I didn’t feel the same after. There where no butterfly with no smiles, things just made a 180 and the butterflies turned into a piece of shit, crap, poo, dodoo, caca, feces! Get it? With fake smiles and low-key frowns. I wish you’d step things up like you said you would it’s been 15 months and it’s excuse after excuse, I’m getting tired of making you happy, I don’t wanna be the provider and having you as my bitch.
Your truly, Monica Sok <3
