as it ever occurred to you that as a company they need a lot of coffee…from specialized places… so they buy land and get cheap coffee beans. so what happened to the people who used to occupy the land before it was bought? easy! they are hired for cheap labor. as big as Starbucks is they need lots of coffee. and so they end up mixing beans from other farms making Sumatra. so you have coffee farms from Sumatra thats next to a mango farm. that coffee will have a hint of mango in it. and when that farm sells its beans to Starbucks it wont have its specialness because its being mixed unlike single origin coffee that only comes from one farm. and plus it taste better.

Idk what to do with you is this bull or is this real cause I’ll I’ve been doing is standing by your side comforting you as you deal with these problems as you continue to do me wrong. I know I shouldn’t have to deal with this but I’ll pat myself on the shoulder for hanging in there and putting up with this for the past year and a half. It’s not easy but I care enough for you to put you before myself. “/

Babble, babble, babble, that’s what im about to do.

But for some reason I can’t go to bed. Yes this is not like to be up at 3 tumbling better yet this isn’t like me to tumble period but anyway. Today, yesterday, Friday, whatever, my ever so sweetest boyfriend of mine, was actually being somewhat sweet today but I honestly can’t tell I he’s blowing steam out of his ass or not, can’t really tell, the conversation was over text. I honestly don’t know weather to believe him everything seemed so convincing but the last time I fell for that I need up crying like a bitch. I still have anger build up inside and it’s not that I wanna dwell on it but I can’t help myself.